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Bella Donna Redux
2005-11-02 - 4:47 p.m.

Damn.

I was doing so good too. Really getting excited about the trip to Texas to revel in Comic Fanboy geekiness for a day and the get to see some of the country I haven’t been too.

Then I was reminded that it’s All Souls…

I’m just destroyed. There is this hole in my heart that has been gone for six months now…I can’t fill it, I know. Feels almost like time has slowed down or stopped…and I can’t get it started.

18 prayers in a church…and I haven’t made time to do that. Maybe I can do it. If I’m strong, maybe, just maybe…

Andie I miss you. I can still hear your voice. I think of you every day. It’s always the Day of the Dead around here dammit.

Tomorrow I’ll be better. Tonight? Maybe I can find a church.

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