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christmas 2005-12-24 - 9:52 p.m. After getting up and cooking first thing this morning, opening presents, walking...my mom had heart palpitations, the second time in a week. My dad took her to the hospital a little while ago. Please send prayers for Anna if you have them. I am going to Mass because there isn't anything else that I can do. I am sad and frustrated and worried and anxious and hurt and pissed off and...i'm going to pray. Last time I talked to my dad her palpitations had stopped but her blood pressure was still dangerously high so he was going to take her to the hospital. The rescue squad was there but for some reason they couldn't take her, but if my dad drove her she could be admitted. I admit that it didn't make a lot of sense at the time. My dad of course just had minor eye surgery and i'm not entirely sure that he should be driving at night, though he said that he is fine. My sister, who was suppose to go to mass with us, is there, but she seems to have gotten a migrane and was throwing up when I was talking to my dad. So more than likely he was taking her too. This is just crazy. Dad didn't want me to come so I am here, and about to go to church. At least I can pray. I hope to god I don't have to go to the hospital tonight, not because I care that it is christmas but just because if I don't need to be there it means that this is another minor 'spell' as my mom calls it. She has her own little words for everything... Anyway, prayers please. I'm sure she will be fine, but I think this is going to be the last christmas like this. We have been trying to get her to scale back but she is as stubborn as her son. More later. previous - next

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